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[kingmike1224]

OK, things need to get into the open now, i did a priovate entry for some people a while back and well i just think that i do need to tell everything as it goes regarding the last 5 months i would say.

As most people know, i have feelings for 2 guys right now. There is Justin and Paul.

Paul i have liked for a solid yr and a half, it came to be at the time that he was dating someone when i first started talking to him, so nothing could ever be done. well he recently broke up with the ex, and we have gotten along pretty well. He recently had a situation and well to say the least it was a bit torterous on the nervous system.

Then there is Justin.. been talking to him a bit and we all know how the whole thing happened with him. I liekd him, he liked me, i wrote the whole post, he went out and i got suicidal.

Personally i have had my share of heart ache, i dont know what to do.

Fam life is kinda getting evil, i do really need to get out of here.

Comments

[iesham.livejournal.com]

I really hope that things work out for you, you're such a sweet guy and deserve the best. *hugs*

Family does tend to suck doesn't it ? I hate mine right now.

[x2k.livejournal.com]

I guess this is why you've been a bit distant lately. Don't really know what to say here :-\

I wish it were easier to stay in touch with you but phones, MSN & work commitments seem to be against us.

As I've said to you many times before, you deserve to be happy. And as you've told me recently, you need to do what's right for you - though sometimes it's difficult to know.

Let me know what you decide. Please stay in touch *hugs*

xxx